*ahem* Now lesse here. Guess its about time that I like. Started using deviant art again. Its just been so hard... to see beauty again. Spending so much time being told that I can't turn my head when the sky is more beautiful then I could have ever imagined before.
I feel like I don't have time no matter what im doing, even if im just sitting around doing nothing for an entire weekend. Im irritable, and I have gone almost half a year without being able to even see Katherine on web cam. When I call call centers they hang up on me, cuz I don't talk to anyone nicely anymore.
Even when I see something beautiful, I feel like its not good enough, or that I don't have the time, or the skill. All that even crosses my mind when Im not busy wasting time is that I need to be closer to my Kitty. Without her, I feel empty.
Of course when I am with her I have a tendancy to do nothing, but I think its really do to circumstance. ^^
Okay So I am in California, Beale AFB right around sacramento

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Honestly a beautiful base, been driving golf carts around and picking up trash. (its just to help new people figure out where things are, but it seems demeening sometimes) Takes a long time before you do anything that has anything to do with your job, but im psyced to work no matter what it is I have to do. At least my work attitude is improving.
Anyways, I have to spend time with my kitty, before she fallz asleep ^^
~Mr. Joe

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